Today

hari ini ya...??? skrg gw lg di tpt kerja, doing my work & also reading news & posting my blog...(easy,Boss,i still doing my work,kay??)

this mornin', i woke up at 8 am..n so surprised that it's already mornin'...kekna baru tidur deh...kok dah pagi?? pdahal gw last nite tidur jam 23:30pm...hehe...

tau dah...gara2 kmrn sempet yg stress, BT & cry gitu kali yeee jd berasa cape, makanya tidur puless bgt... tapi sempet takut juga tuh semalem, coz pas gw balik, pala gw berasa panas gitu..takut aja sakit...emang sih, akhir2 ini gw kayak yg lg torturing myself...yg makan sehari sekali doank lah, yg makan nya cuma nasi putih pake bakwan, yg tidurnya tetep jam 3 pagi, yah pokoknya not healthy life lah...

ampe gw heran kok cincin gw longgar..padahal dah ada setahunan kali yah gw pake tuh cincin & ga longgar begini deh sekurus2nya gw...trus juga kata dede, face gw tuh yg looked tired bgt, trus tampangna kek org kurang gizi...hiks...dede jahat!!!

yah ga tau deh...but, STOP !!! no one aloud to angry to me.....gw capek dimarahin...biar aja kalo kenapa2 gw yg ngerasain....

gw cuma pengen bisa ma ayang, bisa ama mama & nice life & nice work....
dan tolong ya, kalo mslh kerjaan, kekna almost everyday deh gw ngelamar2, tp tetep aja ga da yg kepanggil....

huuuhhh...gw lg kangeeeeeeeeeeennnnn bgt ama cinta & mama, but i can do nothing.... BT