huh...lagi sakit nih...BeTeee...mana besok musti bangun pagi banget....hiks...

tapi kalo gak sakit, bisa gawat...tapi masa' rasanya menyiksa gini seehhhh????

BT

BeTeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........................

hiks...sebel....huh....

deuuu, lonely Saturday Nite...enaknya ngapain yah...?????

ga ada yayang, ga ada temen, ga ada TV, ga ada nyokap....ga bisa dirumah...mo pergi, ga punya duit....
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh....
ngapain yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa????????????

begadang sendirian lagi donk......huh....hiks.....

hiks...sapi perahan...????

hiks...sadis bgt deh ketika my special 1 itu menyimpulkan kalo gw nih dah jadi sapi perahan di sebuah hell...

sebegitukah rendahnya menjadi pekerja non kantoran...??? yang bahkan salary pun kurang dari UMR... apa ini cobaan gw atau tantangan...???

tapi 1 yang pasti, gw gak bisa terus2an kerja begini, kapan gw bener2 bisa hidup mandiri & ngebiayain diri gw sendiri kalo begini...???

Wat Should I Feel..?

i dunno wat i have to feel...wether i must be happy or sad or what....??
huh, kalo seandainya jadi sih, mustinya gw happy kali yeee...coz it means kan, there's a new chance for better future, eventhough it will cost lots of money...but kalo gw berhasil ngelewatin 1 tahun itu kan,i'll be able to pay back all da money n i can prove to my mom that my study is not sia-sia...hehehe...(bahasa gw campur aduk bgt seeh...ketauan deh begonya,wakakaka...)

well,just can hope n pray for da best aja lah,daripada gw terus menerus terkungkung in this sucks hell...

T O D A Y

Today is just da same with any other day of ma life....

woke up in 11 am,
listen to da radio,
sit in ma room,
take a bath,
till da time i have to go to ma work place.....



n now here I am alone..............



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