tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-169789322011-11-07T23:19:36.915+07:00Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.comBlogger381100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-85433178811975604922010-10-18T03:19:00.000+07:002010-10-18T03:20:13.451+07:00hihi..<br />akhirnya anang gw kembali..<br />dia gak menghilang tanpa alasan..<br />good..<br /><br />i'm sorry..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-8543317881197560492?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-59345142696562930682010-10-15T02:25:00.000+07:002010-10-15T02:27:44.020+07:00seneeeng..<br /><br />14 okt, 7 pm..<br />gw jawab pertanyaan dia semalam..<br /><br />resmi deh gw jadian ama dia..<br /><BR><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-5934514269656293068?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-33667498190923566042010-10-14T06:12:00.000+07:002010-10-14T06:16:00.150+07:00ahahahay...<br />gw serasa seleb aja neh..<br />ama yang 1, anang-syahrini..<br />ama yang 1 lagi, raffi ahmad-yuni shara..<br /><br />hayah, bukan maksud hati lebay..<br />tapi dikasih perumpamaannya begitu dari orang2 yg bersangkutan..<br />gw mah terima ajah..<br />haha..<br /><BR><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-3366749819092356604?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-28161262598167837082010-10-14T05:10:00.001+07:002010-10-14T05:10:59.469+07:00hiyaaaa...<br />kenapa gw jd gini yah?<br />kenapa gw nekat main api yah?<br />padahal gw takut kebakar loh..<br />aseli dah..<br /><br />tapi gimana donk?<br />masalah hati ga bisa dibohongin kan?!<br />mau kita denial kayak apaan juga tetep aja kalo udah demen ya demen aja gitu...<br />sok sok an ngehindar malah bullshit kesannya..<br /><br />tapi sekarang gw ngejalanin gini pasti banyak orang bilang gw jahat..<br />kan gw cuma mencintai..<br /><BR><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-2816126259816783708?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127371228143860112007-12-31T13:37:00.000+07:002006-02-02T01:58:35.963+07:00<center><b>"Wake Me Up When September Ends"</b><br /><br />Summer has come and passed<br />The innocent can never last<br />wake me up when september ends<br /><br />like my fathers come to pass<br />seven years has gone so fast<br />wake me up when september ends<br /><br />here comes the rain again<br />falling from the stars<br />drenched in my pain again<br />becoming who we are<br /><br />as my memory rests<br />but never forgets what I lost<br />wake me up when september ends<br /><br />summer has come and passed<br />the innocent can never last<br />wake me up when september ends<br /><br />ring out the bells again<br />like we did when spring began<br />wake me up when september ends<br /><br />here comes the rain again<br />falling from the stars<br />drenched in my pain again<br />becoming who we are<br /><br />as my memory rests<br />but never forgets what I lost<br />wake me up when september ends<br /><br />Summer has come and passed<br />The innocent can never last<br />wake me up when september ends<br /><br />like my father's come to pass<br />twenty years has gone so fast<br />wake me up when september ends<br />wake me up when september ends<br />wake me up when september ends<br /><br /><small><url=http://www.azlyrics.com/>www.azlyrics.com</url></small></center><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112737122814386011?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1154872739569650952006-08-06T20:39:00.000+07:002006-08-06T20:58:59.576+07:00udah lama juga since my last posting....<br />skarang2 ini aseli lagi ga pernah buka blog....<br />bukannya sombong, tapi gak mood....<br />hehehe...<br /><br />ga tau mau posting apa....<br />cerita sih mungkin banyak...<br />tp sometimes i feel i'm not a good writer....<br />gitu deh...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-115487273956965095?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1151128305839789732006-06-24T12:50:00.000+07:002006-06-24T12:51:45.866+07:00so, udah lama juga gw ga nge blog...lagi ga niat & juga kadang ga ada waktu....<br /><br />bener juga ya, even Tuhan udah kasih 24 jam sehari, tapi masih aja kurang...kalo Tuhan kasih tambah jadi 38 jam sehari, pasti masih kurang juga deh....intinya manusia ga pernah puas...hehehehe... (bener seeeh)<br /><br />trus, yg terbaru nich, gw skrg lagi sibuk training di ICJ...ya moga2 (& harus) berhasil dgn baik....<br /><br />cuma, masih ribet aja yg namanya ngarang...teteeeeppp....hiks....<br /><br />tapi aku suka udah mulai how broadcast...bisa denger lagu, pilih lagu, trus sok2 siaran sendirian kyk org gila...even, teteeeeeep, intonasinya kuraaannnng *mas imam mpe bosen kali yaaa...* bis gmana donk, gw yg always di kamar kost itu kan emang jarang ngomong.... ini aja kalo tiap pulang, pasti suara gw jd serak2 gitu kecape'an ngomong...*aneh ya...*<br /><br />but, thx God bgt udah give me chance buat di ICJ...moga2 ini jalan terbaik gw buat jadi 'orang'....we'll see....<br /><br />yang penting skrg, gw musti konsen penuh kesitu.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-115112830583978973?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1140249465541969482006-02-18T14:42:00.000+07:002006-02-18T14:57:45.550+07:00gw lagi in love bgt with someone...<br />yg nun jauh disana...<br />& she is a gurL....<br /><br />i miss her everyday...<br />even we cannot be together...<br />i always care about u...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-114024946554196948?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1139323111983599222006-02-07T21:33:00.000+07:002006-02-07T21:38:31.983+07:00FUCK....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />is all i can say...<br /><br />happy na dikit doank tadi....<br /><br />skarang, BeTeeeeeeeee....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-113932311198359922?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1139322719485003842006-02-07T21:26:00.000+07:002006-02-07T21:31:59.486+07:003days again...i only have Rp.30k in my pocket...<br />have no one else who really care for me,<br />have no job,<br />have no idea on anything,<br />have no one beside me including my mom,<br />have no friends to hang out with....<br /><br />what a wonderful birthday it would be...<br />alone,alone & alone<br />in my room....<br /><br />hahaha......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-113932271948500384?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1139322352723422932006-02-07T21:00:00.000+07:002006-02-07T21:25:52.756+07:00gw lagi BT.....becoz of someone...when i start to have a feeling, that person ignore me....hiks.....<br /><br />feel left behind....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-113932235272342293?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1139091093902512492006-02-05T04:27:00.000+07:002006-02-05T05:11:33.923+07:00i dunno.............<br />wat i'm feeeeling<br />wat i want<br />wat i'm gonna do<br /><br /><br />yg pasti<br />i must do somethin...<br />i must get a job<br />i must try wat i like<br />i must go to ICJ<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-113909109390251249?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1138139946576452312006-01-25T04:49:00.000+07:002006-01-25T04:59:06.590+07:00hmmmph....dah lama ga ngeBlog....bis selain masi nganggur, kalo di internet, buka blog tuh lama...jadi males nunggu loadingnya...sekalinya udah loading, eh, idenya ilang...rese kan....hehehehe....<br /><br />well, skrg2 ini lagi agak2 BT nyari kerjaan susah bgt....dah gitu, kalo g punya uang kan ya di kamar aja...eh, tar brapa hari dikamar aja, tau2 stress na kumat...yang marah2, uring2an...masalahnya dikamar gw juga g da apa2an...cuma ada radio tape doank...kalo buku2 gw dah pada dibaca smua...bosen, g da yg baru....mo jalan, g da ongkos...hiks....<br /><br />mo minta duit ke mama, ga tega....<br /><br />i just wish i can get a job soon, so gw g terus2an nyusahin mama...<br /><br />ma, maafin aku yah....<br /><br />hiks.... (yah kan mlai stress lg d...)<br /><br />dah ah....capeeeeee....hheehehe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-113813994657645231?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1135983293898210552005-12-31T05:42:00.000+07:002005-12-31T05:54:55.656+07:00lg main...iseng sih...tapi kok pala gw pusing bgt gini ya pas baca email...ini aj a ngetik asal2an gitgu...<br /><br />gw binun knp tiba2 bisa pusing..apa gr2 gw blom makan kali y...coz td gw baru makan sekali, itupun udah sekitar jam 4sore....<br /><br />waduh, pusing bgt....dah gitu, malah kepikiran yg aneh2....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-113598329389821055?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1131627287024623602005-11-10T19:48:00.000+07:002005-11-10T19:54:47.033+07:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-113162728702462360?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1131362571781926982005-11-06T21:00:00.000+07:002005-11-07T18:22:51.790+07:00apa sih artinya Lebaran buat lo...???<br /><br />kalo buat gw, kok artinya "Loneliness" yah...??? coz lebaran itu, gw sama sekali ga kemana2...disaat org2 lain berkumpul bersama keluarga dirumahnya, gw tetep stuck di kamar kost gw sendirian...<br /><br />disaat org2 pada pergi bersilaturahmi sekeluarga ke rumah sanak-saudara, gw sendirian di kamar kost gw...<br /><br />gw kesel, gw sedih...i know these all my faults..but, i just feel so sad that i cannot go home...<br />i cannot be at home with my mom...<br />i cannot eat my mom's cooking (ketupat,opor ayam,gudek & sambal goreng)<br /><br />i miss that time...<br />i miss when i was home...<br />i miss when i ate ketupat three times in a day...<br />i miss when i "ngerecokin" mama yg lg masak...<br /><br />tapi lebaran ini,<br />di hari pertama & kedua,<br />gw hanya puas menangis sendiri in my room...<br />nonton TV kecil hitam-putih yg dipinjemin temen gw supaya gw ga terlalu ngerasa sendirian...<br />dengerin kaset Luna Sea yg baru gw beli beberapa hari sebelum lebaran...<br /><br />gw sampe ngambek ga makan...ok, ga ada yg bakal tau kalo gw ga cerita...<br />tapi in my heart i feel really hurt coz i cannot be home & eat my mom's cooking...<br />so, 2hari itu, gw cuma ngemil kue kering, ngopi & ngerokok plus begadang...<br /><br />berasa ga ada artinya lebaran tahun ini....<br /><br />gw ngiri ama lo2 yg pada di rumah....<br /><br />hiks...<br /><br />well, pada akhirnya sakit kepala gw kambuh lagi....<br />entah krn kafein kopinya atau begadangnya atau nangisnya...<br />tapi gw ga bisa minum panadol, coz sehari gw ngopi 2kali...<br />tiap gw kepikiran buat minum panadol, gw baru aja minum kopi...<br />yah, mungkin gw lebih suka menikmati penderitaan itu....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-113136257178192698?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1129034812110529822005-10-11T19:31:00.000+07:002005-10-11T19:46:52.120+07:00hiks... my mom will go tomorrow to Central Java...<br />So sad that i cannot go too... coz my sucks work...<br /><br />U dunno how much i wanna go there...<br /><br />Plz forgive me...but it's not becoz i don't wanna go...<br />it's just i dun have the time & the money...<br /><br />I'm tired being poor....all i want is onli become my dreams...<br />my sweet dreams (maybe)<br /><br />Mom, i really wanna go with u...just tell them that i really can't go & dunno when i can go there...maybe next month, maybe next year, or maybe next centuries...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112903481211052982?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1129011509161660482005-10-11T13:10:00.000+07:002005-10-11T13:23:15.056+07:00wah, udah bulan puasa yah...<br />( basi...udah seminggu juga sok basa-basi) heheheh...<br /><br />bis, lagi ga niat posting sihh, jd ga ada ide & juga ga buka2 blogger...<br /><br />gimana yah, org mungkin pada seneng kali ya di bulan puasa...<br />kalo gw kok ga ngerasa apa2 yah...<br />malah sedih krn makin berasa lonely-nya...<br />apalagi pas lebaran nanti, gw bakal tetep di kostan...<br />huh, BT...sedih, tp ga bisa ngapa2in...<br /><br />ah, biarlah....<br /><br />yah, puasa gw juga setengah2 sih..haha...<br />hari pertama ampe ketiga sih lancar...<br />nah, abis itu mulai dah, yg ketiduran gak bangun saur 2 hari, jd yah bolong2...<br />kalo aus yah minum, trus terusin lagi..hehe...maksa yah....<br /><br /><br />ma, aku kan pengen ikut mama ke Jawa...<br />kan kalo besok2, mana bakal bisa...<br />kenapa yah, ma , kita yg udah rendah, tetep aja dianggap babu doank....<br />huh....wish they know the truth...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112901150916166048?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127917354621057642005-09-28T21:18:00.000+07:002005-09-28T21:22:34.623+07:00weee...kangeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnn...ama ayang...hiks...masa kita 3 tahunan, ga bisa ketemu sih...?? what a distance.......<br /><br />fiuhhh, untungnya i'm a little bit busy belakangan ini...jadi gak terlalu BT banget krn feeling lonely...<br /><br />busy try to finish 4 of HP series...it really tooks time....begadang molo almost every nite...begitu pulang kerja, nyampe kamar, langsung baca....hehehe...<br /><br />bis, penasaran bgt sehhh....<br /><br />n supaya bisa lari dr stress which i felt in the hell of work...haha...<br /><br />dah ah...<br /><br />cin, cepet balik plisssss<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112791735462105764?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127743706697169012005-09-26T20:47:00.000+07:002005-09-26T21:08:26.700+07:00Fiuhhh, can't believe what have done to me yesterday...such a great2 day for me...<br /><br />my mom came & brought me some food...mana pas dateng, gw masih tidur...<br /><br />trus, erna nelp...ngajakin ketemu..so, sekalian dah tuh ketemu ma nyokap gw juga....<br /><br />duuhhh, pokoknya seneeeng bgt deh....tapi ceritanya ga skarang ah...ga kuaaaatttt...<br /><br />ngantuuuukkk...ga bisa konsen...last nite bobo jam 3, eh jam setengah 7 pagi udah dimisscall...(BRENGSEK!!)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112774370669716901?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127395364273829552005-09-22T20:05:00.000+07:002005-09-22T20:22:44.276+07:00Eventhough I didn't sleep last nite (br tdr jam 8 am), but i feel so happy...<br />that i could change my blog templates & makin' 5 blogs...hehe...<br /><br />well, i just wanna enjoy my happiness for a while ^_^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112739536427382955?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127331589389367102005-09-22T02:39:00.000+07:002005-09-22T02:39:49.390+07:00tar ya lagi ngetest<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112733158938936710?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127340075001361962005-09-20T17:30:00.000+07:002005-09-22T05:01:15.003+07:00mix feeling inside me today...sempet gila juga..coz, gw baru <img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/tidur.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> 4 jam, padahal hari ini gw kerja full, man...gara2 <img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/icon_baca.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> HP 6 nih..pas lagi seru2nya, coz dr awal gw baca, akhirna si harry akhirna nongol juga...baru nyampe chapter 4...jd smangat 45 gitu deh gw...palagi dah mlai back to Hogwarts....<br /><br />but 1 thing juga yg paling nyesek...thinking of my cinta...<br />ciiin, <img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/missu.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> so much...hiks...hiks... <img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/icon_cry.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />feeling so deep empty without u here...<img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/icon_cryyyy.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br />tapi trus gw juga happy today...coz gw nemu lagi series na Harry Potter dari yg pertama ampe yg kelima... <img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/icon_deal.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> but, the thing is gw ga tau ini asli apa ga...tar kalo ga, ceritanya beda donk..kan gw dah lupa yg waktu gw nonton filmna...dah lamaaaa...<br /><br />trus gitu deh...hari ini pokokna ganti2an gitu...seneng, BT, seneng, BT...gila kali yah gw...???? <img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/beatup.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734007500136196?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127340433398985512005-09-19T13:10:00.000+07:002005-09-22T05:07:13.400+07:00hari ini ya...??? skrg gw lg di tpt kerja, doing my work & also reading news & posting my blog...(easy,Boss,i still doing my work,kay??)<br /><br />this mornin', i woke up at 8 am..n so surprised that it's already mornin'...kekna baru tidur deh...kok dah pagi?? pdahal gw last nite tidur jam 23:30pm...hehe...<br /><br />tau dah...gara2 kmrn sempet yg stress, BT & cry gitu kali yeee jd berasa cape, makanya tidur puless bgt... tapi sempet takut juga tuh semalem, coz pas gw balik, pala gw berasa panas gitu..takut aja sakit...emang sih, akhir2 ini gw kayak yg lg torturing myself...yg makan sehari sekali doank lah, yg makan nya cuma nasi putih pake bakwan, yg tidurnya tetep jam 3 pagi, yah pokoknya not healthy life lah...<br /><br />ampe gw heran kok cincin gw longgar..padahal dah ada setahunan kali yah gw pake tuh cincin & ga longgar begini deh sekurus2nya gw...trus juga kata dede, face gw tuh yg looked tired bgt, trus tampangna kek org kurang gizi...hiks...dede jahat!!!<br /><br />yah ga tau deh...but, STOP !!! no one aloud to angry to me.....gw capek dimarahin...biar aja kalo kenapa2 gw yg ngerasain....<br /><br />gw cuma pengen bisa ma ayang, bisa ama mama & nice life & nice work....<br />dan tolong ya, kalo mslh kerjaan, kekna almost everyday deh gw ngelamar2, tp tetep aja ga da yg kepanggil....<br /><br />huuuhhh...gw lg kangeeeeeeeeeeennnnn bgt ama cinta & mama, but i can do nothing.... BT<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734043339898551?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127349126463506482005-09-17T18:43:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:32:06.463+07:00fiuhhh....ternyata hari ini hati gw ga bahagia2 banget tuh....<br /><br />last nite gw tidur jam 3 pagi....tadi baru bangun jam 12 siang...makan kue trus mandi...bengong2, sambil dengerin KIS Rock WeekEnd & ngerokok 1 batang...then, gw brangkat jam 2pm dengan cuaca yg agak gerimis gitu....<br /><br />nyampe gawean, si Dede kaget gitu coz dah beberapa hari ini gw rajin dateng jam 2..bis, emang lg feeling empty sih di kostan...TV ga punya, keuangan dah tiris (pdhal baru tengah bulan), si cinta dah balik ke Lmpg (kul yg rajin yah, cin), nyokap juga ga bs sering dateng ke kost....yah, so..mending gw browsing aja di gawean....<br /><br />eh, baca2 di blogfam td...nemu topik ttg buku Harry Potter 6...lsg lah gw download pdf na...jd niatan pengen baca...tapi inget masi banyak kerjaan..so ditunda dolo deh bacanya...akhirna gw do my work sambil intip2 forum blogfam & detik.com (as usual)<br /><br />eh, ga lama ini, bos gw nelpon & ask me to come tomorrow to do some job...fiuhhh, pdhal kan gw besok off gitu loh....yah, walopun gw ga kemana2 or ga da somethin' important to do, tp tetep aja gitu loh LIBUR...masa sih masih disuruh dtg buat ngerjain formatan...???kalo gw dateng buat sekedar have fun (browsing,chatting & main games) sih gpp...nah kalo buat urusan kerjaan, mending di kasi uang lembur gituh or pengganti ongkos...boro2...yg ada dia mah hemat donk bisa nyuruh2 gw di hari off gw...<br /><br />grrr....apa yg namanya Bos tuh kek gitu yah...???? :( jadi ga semangat lg gw....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734912646350648?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127349040321380762005-09-16T18:08:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:30:40.323+07:00wah bingung mo pake subject apaan..hehe..<br /><br />ga tau nih, suddenly yg kepikiran ajah dah kira2 1 bulan ini gw gabung di blogfam..n thx bgt gilaa ternyata gabung di blogfam tuh berarti bgt buat gw...<br /><br />bagi yg blom tau (masa sih? keknya pembaca blog gw banyakan member blogfam deh..hehe), blogfam itu satu komunitas para blogger Indonesia yg tersebar di penjuru dunia..gitu deh kira2...n berkumpul bersama menjadi sebuah family...yah,bisa curhat, bisa diskusi, bisa ketawa-ketiwi, bisa belajar...<br /><br />asli, gw masuk situ, gw jadi belajar banyak loh...yah tentang perBlogan itu sendiri ataupun ttg hal lain...trus jd ngerasa kek punya keluarga baru aja gituh...(mungkin krn gw anak kost kali yee)<br /><br />so, i just wanna say thx a lot to all BlogFam member for accept me as who I am in BlogFam...thx bgt udah kasih banyak pelajaran & mau dengerin (eh,baca) keluh-kesah gw...<br /><br />mmm, gw nulis (eh,ngetik) begini bukan maksud buat say goodbye loh, cuma yah mo ngomong aja bahwa it's mean a lot dgn segala yg gw dapet dr BlogFam & gw bnr2 thx bgt & seneng bgt...apalagi kalo ilmu2nya ada yg berhasil gw praktekin...huaaaa, senengnya minta ampun...(bis, emang rada gaptek seeehhh...)<br /><br />well, keep up the good work... & cayoo...hehe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734904032138076?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127348738293630052005-09-15T21:46:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:25:38.293+07:00oh my God...ujan lagiiih...padahal tadi udah reda, trus gw pasang tuh sign "closed" jam 9 kurang 15 pm...eh, kok malah tiba2 ujan lagiiii...????<br /><br />huaaaaa...Tuhan, gimana nasibku nih...????gimana aku bisa pulang kalo ujan gini...???<br /><br /><justify> mana udah hampir jam 10 pm...masa ujan2an lagi sih gw nunggu angkotnya kyk kemarenan?? masalahnya gw cuma takut sakit aja...ok,gw emang suka nekat or doing crazy things,tapi gw sebenernya takut sakit,coz gimana sih yg namanya anak kost-an kalo sakit??alone gituh...dah gitu,gw bakal kesiaaaan bgt with my mom, coz she will bela2in sering ke kost gw gara2 gw sakit & ngabisin ongkosnya mama...makanya gw ga mau sakit.... </justify><br /><br />tapi kalo nunggu ampe ujan reda, masa gw nginep disini???mana ga ada udara gini...kalo nyalain AC,tar ada yg ngomel bakal listrik mahal...pusiiing....<br /><br /><justify>yah, terpaksa lah gw tunggu 15menit lagih, kalo ga brenti juga tuh ujan, yah gw terabas aja lah...yg penting gw bisa meringkuk bobo dengan tenang di kasur gw yg walopun kadang jd penjara gw...hehehehe...</justify><br /><br />bye..bye blog...pulang dolo ah...<br /><br /><justify>(seneng deh kalo gw lagi semangat ngisi ini blog & nyari2 hiasannya)<br />(yah,walopun skinnya biasa aja..tp kata orang, kalo skinnya keren bgt tapi isinya ga menarik,sama aja bo'ong...)<br />(nah,kalo gw punya, gw ga tau deh...apa gw musti bikin polling yah??hehehe)<br />(yah,namanya juga baru belajar)</justify><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734873829363005?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127348598771346562005-09-15T20:07:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:23:18.773+07:00waduh, hujan lagi nih...mati deh gw ntar gimana pulangnya....hiks...sedih nian...langsung deres banget pula....omg...<img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/shocking.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br />hiks...padahal baru bulan September..(ngaruh gak..?)hehe..<br /><br />coz about 2 days ago, gw dah keujanan pas balik kerja,lagi nunggu angkot kalong itu..yah kira2 jam 10 pm...eh,tau2 ujan..bresss...langsung deh gw keujanan selama setengah jam ampe tuh angkot lewat...hiks..mana baju gw yg tipis gitu bahannya...grrrr....<br /><br />kayaknya nasib gw malem ini sama deh kayak waktu itu lagi...yah,mudah2an aja gw ga sakit..<br /><br />bukannya gw sombong or gimana gitu, tapi asli dah gw paling males, paling ogah kalo udah disuruh bawa yg namanya payung...kalo perlu tuh payung bakal gw diemin kalo terbang ketiup angin...malesss...toh, pake payung juga masi kena air...so,ga guna banget kan tuh payung...<br /><br />tapi 1 yg paling nge-BT-in kalo musim hujan gini tuh, the animal i'm afraid most : vermes species...atawa gnicac (baca aja dibalik)...ngetiknya aja ampe ngilu gw...hiiiyyyy...amit2, sumpah gw paling takut ma dia n sejenisnya...nah kalo ujan gitu kan, gara2 udara lembab gitu, sering tuh dia binatang pd dateng...waaaa, gw bisa histeris & gemeteran deh kalo liat tuh animal ada in my bathroom, pdahal kamar gw di second floor loh...<br /><br />ya musti rajin2 nyemprot kamar mandi deh gw & naburin garam di sekitar lobang air...coz gw pernah saking takutnya ampe ga berani ke kamar mandi, pdhal saat itu lagi kebeleeet banget pengen pipis...hiks...tapi gimanaaa yah, kalo yg namanya ketakutan atawa phobia tuh dah dateng, yah gitu deh...<br /><br />pasti pd ngatain gw deh..bodo ah...emang gw takut, emang gw phobia...weeee....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734859877134656?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127348456529453672005-09-15T19:04:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:20:56.530+07:00hehe...udah lama nih gw ga posting2...ups, bukannya menghilang...<img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/icon_runnnn.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com">tapi gimana yah...kadang malu ama para blogger lain, yg kalo gw baca blog mereka tuh isinya pada panjang2 bgt per 1 topiknya....<br /><br />sedangkan gw...pendek2 molo isinya...dah gitu kebanyakan isinya yg ga berbobot gitu...ihhh, jadi minder...hehe...<br /><br />tapi bukan karena itu aja sih,soalnya kalo mau ngeblog, gw juga butuh niat, situasi & waktu yg lama...<img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/chat.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> yah kira2 paket 7 jam di Abdu lah...hehehe...coz, cuma disana gw bisa bebas berinternet...a place like home to me...walau tiap lewat dr jam 10 pm, isinya cowo semua...tapi udah pada kenal, so asik2 aja deh...mo ampe pagi, mo gw ketiduran disitu cuek aja...<br /><br />mungkin itu rasanya kali yah, saat kita merasa mendapat tempat yg bisa menerima kita apa adanya....yah, kan orang2 di warnet itu mana ada yg perduli akan buruknya masa lalu gw, ga ada yg nanya2 my past...paling cuma nanya "lo ga kerja besok,her?", n gw cuma jawab dgn santai, "masuk siang besok, so tidurnya besok pagi aja"...hehe...<br /><br />nah kan,dah mulai stuck dah ide gw buat posting...huh,BT kalo gini..kan jadi cuma dikit..kalo gak, malah jadi ga nyambung gitu bahasan gw...(apa sih..??)<br /><br />yah gitu deh..segini dulu ah..bingung....<img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/scratchchin.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734845652945367?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127348122173905592005-08-25T21:25:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:15:22.173+07:00Thank's God, suddenly today I have a time to posting in my blog...<br /><br />huh, ada yg kelupaan tuh mau diceritain...padahal udah lewat, alias basi kali ye...tapi tetep ah mau gw ceritain skarang...abisnya, kalo inget, masih penasaran sendiri...<br /><br />jadi, gini ceritanya...kan waktu itu gw pernah cerita tentang SIM Card yg misterius, si XL...eh, gak taunya Mentari gw ikut2an misterius juga....padahal gw mentari dah kira-kira 2 tahun & ga pernah aneh-aneh...hiks...<br /><br />waktu itu, gw lagi pake yg XL pas cinta mo nelpon gw...dia nelpon ke Mentari gw, ada yang ngangkat & bilang <img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/trima-telp.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com">"halo..ngapain..?", tapi pas cinta ngomong, telpon langsung diputus...pas dia coba nelpon ke Mentari lagi, gak aktif...baru deh dia nelpon gw ke XL gw...trus dia nanya "kamu tadi pake Mentari yah?", kaget gw..."gak kok, aku pake XL terus dari kemaren2, gak ganti-ganti ke Mentari."<br /><br />Gantian si cinta yang kaget <img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/yikes1.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com">, "Loh, barusan aku telp Mentari kamu, diangkat."<br />Langsung cepet2 gw buka dompet & SIM Card Mentari gw masi ada di dompet...<br /><br />A big mystery again......hiks...cinta aja kaget & bingung ndiri...apalagi gw...huaaa....atuuutttt <img src="http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b369/YangTelahMati/cool-mixed/icon_cryyyy.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734812217390559?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127348020986424072005-08-25T20:36:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:13:40.986+07:00ughhhh, kenapa sih every month I must feel that pain...??? hiks...BT...sakiiiiittt...<br /><br />yah gitu kali nasib menjadi seorang wanita...cieee...<br /><br />gw bukan mo ngomongin jender loh, cuma mo ngebahas dikit tentang "datang bulan"...kata orang sih, ga semua wanita merasa sakit saat datang bulan...tapi kok gw sakiiiit bgt yah...???panas dingin gitu..maunya kena panas biar ga sakit..<br /><br />tapi kalo nyokap gw, malah sama sekali ga pernah ngerasa sakit pas datang bulan...hiks....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734802098642407?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127347836589389482005-08-25T19:50:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:10:36.590+07:00hiks....ternyata walaupun wa ini kerja di wnet,tapi termasuk katro juga yah gw...iya lah,browsing aja jarang...paling cuma buka email,kadang baca berita di detik.com,kadang chat pake mIRC,kadang main game online...blog gw malah terbengkalai....friendster juga...cuma log in doank,trus log out lagi....<br /><br />eh,since 2 days ago,gw baru tau gitu kalo ada blogger yg terkenal, itu loh si sHA... telat bgt ga sech gw...jadi bt ndiri...padahal waktu baru bikin blog, gw smangat 45 bgt,ampe rela ngutak-atik template berjam-jam utk ganti skin....<br /><br />huh,sutralah...nasib dah,makin tua,gw malah makin katro + ketinggalan jaman...hiks....kapan ya nasib gw berubah lebih baik ???<br /><br />loh,kok gw jadi melow gini...?? ga nyambung deh....sutralah...biar menuh2in posting...hehehhe....<br /><br />o iya, serius deh kali ini...walopun gw baru tau about sHA, gw turut berduka cita, semoga diterima di sisi Allah SWT...Amiiin...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734783658938948?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127347706061289082005-07-28T21:52:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:08:26.063+07:00huh...lagi sakit nih...BeTeee...mana besok musti bangun pagi banget....hiks...<br /><br />tapi kalo gak sakit, bisa gawat...tapi masa' rasanya menyiksa gini seehhhh????<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734770606128908?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127346802937530852005-07-23T20:44:00.000+07:002005-09-22T06:53:22.936+07:00BeTeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........................<br /><br />hiks...sebel....huh....<br /><br />deuuu, lonely Saturday Nite...enaknya ngapain yah...?????<br /><br />ga ada yayang, ga ada temen, ga ada TV, ga ada nyokap....ga bisa dirumah...mo pergi, ga punya duit....<br />haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh....<br />ngapain yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa????????????<br /><br />begadang sendirian lagi donk......huh....hiks.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734680293753085?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127347613301357992005-07-20T03:04:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:06:53.303+07:00hiks...sadis bgt deh ketika my special 1 itu menyimpulkan kalo gw nih dah jadi sapi perahan di sebuah hell...<br /><br />sebegitukah rendahnya menjadi pekerja non kantoran...??? yang bahkan salary pun kurang dari UMR... apa ini cobaan gw atau tantangan...???<br /><br />tapi 1 yang pasti, gw gak bisa terus2an kerja begini, kapan gw bener2 bisa hidup mandiri & ngebiayain diri gw sendiri kalo begini...???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734761330135799?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127347405404065932005-07-19T18:46:00.000+07:002005-09-22T07:03:25.406+07:00i dunno wat i have to feel...wether i must be happy or sad or what....??<br />huh, kalo seandainya jadi sih, mustinya gw happy kali yeee...coz it means kan, there's a new chance for better future, eventhough it will cost lots of money...but kalo gw berhasil ngelewatin 1 tahun itu kan,i'll be able to pay back all da money n i can prove to my mom that my study is not sia-sia...hehehe...(bahasa gw campur aduk bgt seeh...ketauan deh begonya,wakakaka...)<br /><br />well,just can hope n pray for da best aja lah,daripada gw terus menerus terkungkung in this sucks hell...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734740540406593?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127347150003219742005-07-15T23:02:00.000+07:002005-09-22T06:59:10.003+07:00Today is just da same with any other day of ma life....<br /><br />woke up in 11 am, <br />listen to da radio, <br />sit in ma room, <br />take a bath, <br />till da time i have to go to ma work place.....<br /><br /><br /><br />n now here I am alone..............<br /><br /><br /><br />a l o n e<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I<br /><br />H A T E<br /><br />T O<br /><br />B E I N G<br /><br />A L O N E . . . .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734715000321974?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16978932.post-1127346403520074942005-06-19T06:00:00.000+07:002005-09-22T06:46:43.520+07:00hey, friends....gw mo nanya donk...klo ada yg mau jawab yah...hehe... sebenernya apa sih artinya Psycho..??? harusnya gw nanya ke Psikolog or Psikiater yah...tapi ga kuat bayar nya sih..hehe..kan katanya mahal....<br /><br />jadi yah, gw sih agak2 mengklaim klo gw ini psycho...tp psycho yg bagaimana gw juga ga tau...yg gw tau, emosi gw ga seimbang...bisa paraaaaaaaahhh n lepas control klo lagi marah...tapi bukan jadi ngamuk ke orang, biasanya sih, cuma ngerusak barang or nyakitin diri sendiri.... <br /><br />knapa gw ngomongin gini...bukan maksud gw buat memperjelek diri gw yg udah jelek ini...sebenernya kan banyak hal2 aneh yg bisa dilami oleh kita2 yah salah satunya kayak gw itu...malah ada yg pernah gw denger, dia ampe tega nyiksa orang untuk kepuasannya...itu kan lebih gila, lebih psycho...klo gw sih gak segitu parah.... <br /><br />makanya gw tanya , arti psycho tuh sebenernya apa...??? yah, kali2 aja ada psikolog yg baca n mo kasih komen..hehe....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/16978932-112734640352007494?l=neohera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Psycho GurLnoreply@blogger.com2