Wat Should I Feel..?

i dunno wat i have to feel...wether i must be happy or sad or what....??
huh, kalo seandainya jadi sih, mustinya gw happy kali yeee...coz it means kan, there's a new chance for better future, eventhough it will cost lots of money...but kalo gw berhasil ngelewatin 1 tahun itu kan,i'll be able to pay back all da money n i can prove to my mom that my study is not sia-sia...hehehe...(bahasa gw campur aduk bgt seeh...ketauan deh begonya,wakakaka...)

well,just can hope n pray for da best aja lah,daripada gw terus menerus terkungkung in this sucks hell...